Tuesday, December 08, 2009

am i reaching the borders soon?

2009 is finally coming to an end... It has been a long time since i last posted here. During this period of time, I have been busy with performances locally, in London and Taiwan. It has been an amazing experience for me in the past months and i really wish that our individual instrumental tuition could last till next semester, which unfortunately is going to end this semester for our batch of final years. I'm now left with the final 2 yangqin lessons which i must treasure dearly. There're still many pieces for me to learn and my teacher actually planned the pieces to do next semester already, until I broke the news to here some time ago... good things always come to an end so quickly...

I think I have really put in effort since i entered year 1 to maximise the time i had and achieve what i can.. but as the saying goes, 'you can't have all the good things from both worlds'.. In the blink of the eye, I'm going to graduate.. this blog has accompanied my learning journey for the past 3.5 years. Looking back, I think it's really time for me to retire from the stage very soon and actually, thinking back now, I do feel a little regretful for spending so much time in music and I often wonder if i have made the right choices.. some things will never the same anymore if you dont treasure it in the early stages.. Success in life to me is not measured by achievements and how fantastic one's ability is.. Will I live the life i hope for? hopefully i can... Although it's a little late already

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Don't let go of your love, passion and talent for music. It's you and uniquely you. You've and your loved parents have put in so much for you to come this far.

You deserved to be appreciated and treasured for who you are and anyone who truely love you will only want you to be happy all the time and support you all the way in your pursue of dream, just like your parents.

JR said...

but maybe I should spend more time doing more practical stuffs.. i dont know too

Anonymous said...

Is there really any other than working hard to ensure that you hv done what you can to provide for yr parents and ensure they are happy just as selflessly as they've done for you..and its simply to be yourself and continue to pursue your dream..

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