am i reaching the borders soon?

2009 is finally coming to an end... It has been a long time since i last posted here. During this period of time, I have been busy with performances locally, in London and Taiwan. It has been an amazing experience for me in the past months and i really wish that our individual instrumental tuition could last till next semester, which unfortunately is going to end this semester for our batch of final years. I'm now left with the final 2 yangqin lessons which i must treasure dearly. There're still many pieces for me to learn and my teacher actually planned the pieces to do next semester already, until I broke the news to here some time ago... good things always come to an end so quickly...

I think I have really put in effort since i entered year 1 to maximise the time i had and achieve what i can.. but as the saying goes, 'you can't have all the good things from both worlds'.. In the blink of the eye, I'm going to graduate.. this blog has accompanied my learning journey for the past 3.5 years. Looking back, I think it's really time for me to retire from the stage very soon and actually, thinking back now, I do feel a little regretful for spending so much time in music and I often wonder if i have made the right choices.. some things will never the same anymore if you dont treasure it in the early stages.. Success in life to me is not measured by achievements and how fantastic one's ability is.. Will I live the life i hope for? hopefully i can... Although it's a little late already