guess it was an enlightening discussion this morn... seems like not all mus players have had that 'aesthetic experience'.. initially thought maybe i was weird to hav that kinda indescribable feel, but to actually hear some even had more of these kinda feel is just... haha i m speechless

and finally it was agreed upon that ppl who hav been into mus for long time and hav certain depth in the way they perceive mus or whatever aesthetic things generally hav a higher lvl of sensitivity.. can just feel the really subtle things in life.. i think sometimes this is just such a bad thing... feel too much and sometimes just cant stop it... in the end........ haha ppl like that will know what are the consequences